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Letter to My Infinite Love

By LivingWithCynn™


My love,
First, let me say I’m sorry.

I’m sorry that I avoided you.
I was too afraid to look you in the eye because deep down, I knew I was wrong.

I left you time and time again at zero standing in a negative space that made me feel shameful.
I couldn’t see your true value.

The truth is, I was scared to hold you.
I didn’t feel worthy enough of your power.
It was uncomfortable.

People said you ruled me,
but the truth?
I owned you.
I held you in a chokehold until you ran dry.


Oh How I Treated You

I used you but never invested back into you.
What started off grand slowly became a one-sided relationship.

You sat there patiently, even while I stripped away the energy you so gracefully gave.

Love is blind.
And I was blind.

I spent you carelessly chasing quick dopamine fixes, buying drinks, swiping away my ease.
At the end of every week, the anxiety would rise.
My peace would deplete.
And still, on Monday, The cycle would repeat.

Until one day, you declined my offer.
And I finally saw the truth.


What I Learned About You

You were always enough even down to the last dollar.

The name you carry has so much weight in this world.

  • If you have too much, you’re judged.
  • If you have too little, you’re told you’re not enough.

But now I see clearly.
It was never about you.
It was about me.

I wasn’t scared of you.
I was scared of myself.
Of what it would mean to hold such power.
Of what it would mean to truly overflow.


My Promise Now

The word millionaire used to make me nervous.
I believed the rumors:

“If you have too much, you’ll have more problems.”

Because when good hearts hold abundance, the world grows too.

So my love I want to build with you.
I want us to be infinite.
Help me help you.

So I ask you…
Do you forgive me?


Final Note

This is my love letter to abundance.
Not the kind that hides.
Not the kind that fears.

But the kind that’s infinite.
The kind that grows when it’s held with care.
The kind that’s meant to be shared.

And today, I choose to never run from you again.

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