I Am the God I’ve Been Praying To

A blog by Cynn | DavinaLiving

There was a time I thought healing meant chasing the light.
Now I know I am the light.
I just had to burn.

When I say God, I mean me.
When I thank God, I thank myself.
When I say “I am,” I’m speaking from the truth that created the universe.
And that truth lives inside of me.

I am a powerful, infinite being.
Everything I’ve ever been through physically, emotionally, spiritually wasn’t a curse. It was preparation. A remembering.
Every pain? A portal.
Every breakdown? A blueprint.

I understand now: I had to feel it all…
So I could teach it all.
So I could alchemize it.
So I could become.

I’ve Died Many Times But I’m Still Here

There was a time I tried to leave this world.
But I won that battle, too.

That moment the one I thought would be my end became my initiation.
The dark night didn’t destroy me.
It revealed me.

I’m not afraid of pain anymore.
Because I’ve met it. Held it. Survived it.
And now, I guide others through it.

The Alchemy of Self

People see me now and judge what they don’t understand.
But I walk with grace, because I know what’s real.

They think I’m lost
But I’ve never been more found.

I used to carry pain that wasn’t even mine.
As an empath, I absorbed it all thinking it was love.
I didn’t know the difference between their wounds and my own.
That’s the embellishment.
That’s how we stay trapped.

But now?
I listen to my own voice.
I let my intuition speak louder than projections.

What I Know Now:

• Everything is energy.
• Everything we desire we’re already worthy of.
• God says “yes” to the frequency we carry.
• Desire is devotion when aligned.
• We can suffer, or we can be free.

The choice has always been mine.
And I choose freedom.
Freedom from what they think.
Freedom from false timelines.
Freedom from pain-as-identity.

True Love Is Letting Go

I used to think pain defined me.
But now I see
It’s who I am without the pain that’s the real me.

True love isn’t holding on.
It’s letting go.
Of the story. The identity. The suffering.

Because I am not broken.
I am reborn.

“I didn’t just survive I remembered who I am.”
And I am God in motion.

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